843, I really don't know what kind of RR you were, and I don't have any comment on that. But, from your post, I already know a good deal more about you.

You seem to really like to bad mouth folks you don't even know with whatever bull$hit you've somehow conjured up about them, what they might do, or might not do, or believe, or how they've acted in a given situation, or how they've performed their job, what they've done or not done? And, from your post it appears that you've apparently having these delusional clairvoyant visions about me, which has worked you up into a state of fevered rage about me. But, which is unfortunately only emanating entirely from your hypersensitive and overactive imagination.

I really don't have any need to justify my rail career to some angry ignorant dufus, who doesn't actually know anything about me. But, I am the kind of nasty mean cantankerous old rail that is quite happy to tell a ranting useless dumbf&%k like you, to go f#%k yourself.