I recently learned on one of the other websites that Rick V-L is a huge fan of the band the Grateful Dead. Deadheads, as the fans were called, were known to sing along with the band chanting lyrics like "driving that train high on cocaine Casey Jones you better watch your speed". Deadheads were also known to take huge amounts of LSD. This may explain Rick's lack of clarity in his memories so please try to show some compassion and understanding.